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hm… i felt like a lot of people are disliking me these days. I dunno why. Sometimes it’s just my over-paranoia thing, but sometimes this paranoid side of me is rite. And when it’s rite, I’m really doomed.

Well, i think my friends are upset at me because: Drama. I’m Assistant Director, but it seems that I’ve almost never done my job, or even at the time I did, it seems that it wasn’t rite… And i know that’s entirely my fault, i’m not devoted enough to the production. But, hey, i’m trying. It’s the first time ever that a lot of responsibility is given to me.

Two, I havent been the best of friend lately. To any of my close friend. I think. I’ve been in so much anger for the past year toward someone and i’ve compressed the past year also. Now that i’ve seen a way to that person to actually make her feel what i’ve felt, I kinda went for it. And i think i’ve might went on a little too hard. But I am trying to make amends with her! honest! And i hope she’ll forgive me for that. And i hope my other friends wont think bad of me anymore…

So rite now, i’m at home. sick. literally. My voice is gone. for the day, i hope… coz i really need my voice back! i like talking! my mom said it would come back after awhile. tomorrow we’re going to the doctor. just to make sure that it WILL come back. of course…

oh, man, i just hate long vacation. Well, at least i like them while it last… I had vacation for at least 2 and a half weeks. And during that, i got lost counting tracks of days and dates. I even forgot today is the 21st of October. damn.

I woke up thinking, "damn, this is the last day of vacation."! and that’s what i hate about long vacation! The vacation is so long that you can’t see your friends, and on the last day after weeks of lazying around (not even sure if that’s a real word), you have to go to school. I HATE SUNDAY EVENINGS! because on Sundays, i knew that i have to wake the next morning and go to school, which sucks after weeks of waking at 8 am.
A lot of things had happened during those weeks,,,

Lebaran, of course. I had it for four whole days, and it awesome, really. Seeing all of my cousins. Even the ones from Bandung, which i havent seen for maybe years! Wow, 5 years to be exact. Miss ‘em like hell. And… pst, I got drunk during! ahahaha. I drank a glass of wine, and it was really strong. Seriously strong, it wasn’t Cabernet, or Shiraz, or Merlot, or an kind of wine that i usually drink, coz those kinds i can handle approximately 1 and a half glass tops. I got drunk and hangover’s a bitch. I was dizzy for the next whole morning. I cant believe what a glass could to me! My uncle offered me a glass of wine, mom always prevented me from drinking wine, she’s afraid I would get drunk at some point. But, i have never did since i started to drink wine since two years ago, so i kept drinking. But man, I finally did get drunk. I swore, mum, I wont ever drink wine,,, AGAIN. (well at least I wont until new year.. hehe)

Then Black Eyed Peas concert, that I unfortunately skipped, since I THOUGHT I was going to watch David Copperfield’s show. But NO! coz he just had to rape that girl for hickshaw! So now he had to cancel all of his shows due to him under investigation. Damn, I was looking forward to watching him, since he’s the best illusionist in the world. And yes, even better than David Blaine or Chris Angel.

Oh, and you know what? DUMBLEDORE’S GAY. ahahaha, that’s just hilarious. J.K. Rowling just announced that today, and man, that cracks me up every time I read that.

Anyway, I’m going back to sleep, since it’s still 6am, and waaaay to early for me to be awake on Sunday morning.

ahaha..udah lama bgt g nulis blog!! Abis diary-ku lagi g bisa dpake, jadi pake blog deh (and what’s the dif??). Alrity then..

Begini ceritanya.. kan mau les sama the O’mighty Mr. MTV di rumahnya Yodi, maka pergilah kita berlima (Aku, Ganes, Dita, Adit, sama Yodi–> secara dia yang punya rumah…) ke mobilnya Yodi. Lagaknya sih abis Try Out Mat mau langsung ciao ke rumahnya dia. Eh begitu masuk ke mobilnya (yang btw Jeep Putih thn 78/79an), tiba - tiba mobilnya ga mau idup!!! Terus, supirnya blg: "yah, mas yodi, besinnya abis. Mas Yodi sih telpon-telpon terus, jadi g semepet beli bensin deh langsung kesini!"

Oke deh… Keluar lagi deh tuh dari mobil. Terus pada mencar keluyuran ga jelas pada kemana. setelah setengah jam lebih, Si ayodi nelpon: "Kei, dimana lo? Cepetan!!" Yakk, ke mobilnyayodi lagi. Dan mobilnya nyala!! Tapi, setelah ngelewatin cinere, mobilnya mogok di tengah jalan. Argh!! bikin stress aja. Tadinya mau didorong sama Adit (nggak sih, dia ga mau, cuman kalopun g mau, ntar plg juga gw paksa), tapi setelah diutak-atik mesinnya sama supirnya yodi, akhirnya nyala lagi!! YEAY!! baru aja kiat lega gara2 mesin nyala, pas masuk gang kecil berjalur satu, eh mogok!!! dan kali ini g bisa nyala sama sekali!! Trus sama yodi dan adit mobilnya didorong ke tempat yang bisa parkir.

Untung pas banget dibelakang ada mobilnya bong2!! BONG2 TO THE RESCUE!! Kita akhirnya nebeng mobilnya bong2.. aku, ganes, dita ditengah sedangkan Yodi sama Adit di bagasi. Yah bukan bagasi juga sih.. tapi begitulah intinya. Kita dianterin sampe depan gang-nya perumahannya ayodi. Terus dari situ, kita naik Becak! Gila aja di Jakarta masih ada pangkalan becak,, haha, baru tau. Aku satu becak sama ganes, Ayodi sama Adit, Dita sendirian. Seru bgt tuh pas naek becak. Kalo ngelewatin polisi tidur kerasa bgt! mana becaknya kecil bgt lagi, jadi sempiiiiit bgt!! maaf yah gan, kegencet sama badan gw yang gendut…

Tapi, setelah semua penderitaan, panas, keringetan, Ayodi dan Adit nyempil di bagasi dan muter2 pake becak sempit dan 20 menit kemudian….

KITA NYAMPE DIRUMAH AYODI!!!!! WHEW! KEREN!! YEAY!!

ahaha, seneng bgt! lega bgt tau g pas begitu nyampe, akhirnya bisa nyampe… ah, gila bgt tuh! *laughter*

Eh, baru masuk rumah, tiba2, bunyi motor, trus "assalamu’alaikum!" yah! Pak Tofik udah dtg! buset deh…

Pokoknya cape’ bgt deh, tapi seru juga sih.. ahaha.. ntar, kalo kerumah yodi lagi dari sekolah, jangan pake JEEP!!!

Ah, norak bgt sih! Bikin bt aja… pokoknya seharian bete bgt! Awalnya gara2 rambut lepek dan kurang tidur… blom harus ada edit klasikal KI. Eh tau’nya DUKE KALAH!!! ARGH, TAE’ (maaf bahasanya..). Gara2 ini jadi g bisa masuk NCAA,,,orang di ACC 5-6. Nyebelin. Bingung juga sih, kenapa bisa kalah yah? They got terrific players, terrific guards. TERRIFIC COACH! But probably bcoz Redick and Williams arent there anymore.. yah, mo gimana coba? dah lulus juga gitu! Ah.. I get it. They forced themself in the first half, and they got too tired on the second, and they panicked. Simple. Argh… G’bye Duke, been nice knowing ya. F*ck, want them to win just once. One more time!!

Tapi, ada juga sih yang bikin seneng,, ahaha.. si ‘itu’, yah, taulah syp… tadi dya nyapa gitu, trus, yah, gitulah!! *blushing all over*

Argh, nyebelin!!! Nyebelin bgt tau ga sih!!! So i started watching basketball match(s) on espn just a few weeks ago, and i was addicted to it. Not good. Everybody knows that when i started liking something or rather someone, i would go crazy and wouldnt stop for months.

Anyways… watched a college match on 3rd of jan, and well, I instantly became a fan of Duke’s Blue Devils! They’re AWESOME!! I instantly memorized their top players, McRoberts, Scheyer, Nelson, and of course Paulus. They were just great.

But then… for two games in a row, they f**king lost! Oh, it’s so not good. They went from rank five to rank… 11?! Jeez. not to mention lately it was mostly Paulus’ fault, it sucks since he’s my fave player.

Wishing, hoping for a miracle so the Duke’s Blue Devils will win!! come on! they’re 12-3, i think.

Alrighty then, although today is 16th of December, but I am celebrating my 14th birthday which was supposed to two days ago but cant celebrate then hence the damn EHB. This year’s birthday was kinda… okay *smirk*.

Lot

of unexpected things happed during my birthday. Like for example, I amazingly got 86 for English. I have never gotten an 8 for English before! Usually I get like..7ish, that is for ehb, damn those passive and active tense (seriously people, do we even need to know the "perfection of grammar"?). So.. ANYWAY, that was kinda uhm.. the third best gift for my birthday.

My parents ambushed me in my own bedroom while I was still asleep and then I fond out my presents.. it was a brand new handphone, a cover for my IPOD and hm.. oh, a dvd from my driver, haha, cool. The new phone was like, the ultimate gift, best gift! I mean, i really need it, my old one was busted anyway.

Now, the second-best gift… I open my friendster… and, well, wow, i was shocked like hell. I mean, i got a lot of testimonials, but… that one particular testimonial was pretty shocking, though it was short, and written like he didn’t even mean it.. but DAMN. HAHA!

And anyways, cant wait until lunch, coz then i’ll get my presents from cuz, uncs, aunts, grammas.. I’ll be rich, my friend (for like.. two days? coz like to spend the money..)

YEAAY! udah december aja. g kerasa ya.. haha. Jadi! hari ini itu tanggal satu december, hari jum’at. Ok ok, sip. Ah.. magni ulang taun! haha, tadi nonton  bday bash-nya magni sangat lucu x)

Aku g sabar nih nunggu ulang tahun.. tgl 14 Dec loh! Jangan lupa! haha, siapa juga yang mau baca blog ini,, tsk.tsk. Tapi ngapain juga ditungguin. Orang ulang taunnya lagi EHB, pas bgt ulangan mat (kayaknya, kalo g salah denger) trus besoknya Ilsos… :’(

G Bisa Dirayain Deh… kasihanilah anak - anak yg sepertiku, huhu.. siapa aja ya yang ulang taun selama EHB? Lika, Aku, Dita, Rendra juga kayaknya.. ih, g bisa ngerayain! Sebel! Liat aja ntar, tgl 18 aku bales dendam, ngerayain ulang taun sama besties and plus. HAHA

Ah… I haven’t written for… I don’t know how long. So a lot had happened along the way… But first of all… Met Lebaran smuanya (udah lewat sih…). I mean, to those who celebrate it also. The best thing about lebaran this year was… I celebrate it for 4 days!! Keren kan? Soalnya nyokap muhamadiah, trus pas hari ke-3 (NU) kita ada halal-bihalal keluarga di rumah sentul. When that happened, my house was so crowded!! I mean, my mum’s family came; my dad’s family from both sides came; and friends of my gramps from work came. It was… I don’t know what it was. All i know my house was messy afterward. Thank the lord i didnt have to help clean it up!  But it was fun though… I swear to god, i didn’t know 60% of the people. I just stick with my cousins, playing with the magic trick I bought (which by the way for my cousins who happened to read this: I finally figured how to do it! Yeay!!). I was filthy rich! I got like 1.2 million rupiah from my aunts, uncles, and cousins. Tapi sekarang tinggal 500 ribu…

 Apalagi ya?? Oh iya, bentar lagi, insya allah, i’ll get myself a new ipod. G tau juga yang mana, cuman yang pasti dibeliin yang baru.. hehe. I must say so myself; I’m a one-lucky-bastard. Soalnya, stiap kali i want something, somebody would just give me. Like… when I wanted my first Ipod (shuffle), Kari just easily bought me one (thanks!), then, waktu ulang taun, lagi pengen Nintendo DS, dibeliin Om Rully (thanks a bunch!). Am I lucky or what, huh? Ukh, Tante Dita asked whether or not I have a boyfriend already, I said no, and as usual, she said: "Sama Brian aja." Well… I think Brian will be my good guy-friend, but boyfriend? No way… 

Speaking of which. God, why do I always like someone who’s my cousin?!?! Dari dulu selalu gitu. Sebel. It’s f-ed up. Well, not really; at least I can only see him like once to four times a year, I guess by the time I’ll see him again, I wouldn’t like him anymore. I hope. But the next time I’ll see him will be on December. Oh god… please don’t like him anymore, please don’t.

Bentar lagi November… duh, Katya ulang taun. Dia minta Handycam lagi! Capedeh… syapa lagi yang mau ulang taun yah? Dias, Dila, Syiraz, one of my uncles, adeknya anom, kak ican, syapa lagi hayoo?? G tau lagi, bingung. Nah abis itu December,,, MY BIRTHDAY!! It’s still a long time away, really. November aja belom, Kalaupun udah tanggal 1 November, I still have to wait like 30 days before December comes, then I have to wait again for 14 more days. Berarti ulang taunku itu. 2 plus 30 plus 14 equals 46 more days. Lama banget…

This is my first day back at school and damn,,, i got a lot of things to catch up with! If i would’ve known it would be this difficult, i wouldnt have joined the excite the camp in the first place. But then I wouldnt knew those new friends i have now. Not to mention that I’m stressed out with my dream. God, why do I have to dream about that?!?!?!?! It’s so f**ked up. Everything. And then I cant talk about it, since everybody is sick of listening to my same old stories. Might as well get a pshyciatrist. I’m seriously in a bad mood right now. Today is the day that i feel the worst of myself.
It’s a good thing that unimportant things such as DVDs and Supernova can cheer me up a bit. Speaking of which, Storm got out! Yes! Just have to wait for Dillana to get out and I’ll have my perfect top three, actually my top three content Ryan, TOby and Magni; but Lucas will do. Though i wouldnt count on it since Jason Newstead hates Magni.
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Lagi dirumah tika,, bermain - main sama teman - temanku… And, tika is annyoying me rite now… yes, you are, TIka,, now shut up.  Dont bite me. Argh… depressing,,, tomorrow i got this TOEFL test to do and it’s about the bloody damned to hell grammar. I got fivty three for it… but my mom said if i pass this test, i would get a scolarship to somewhere. Another pressure for me. But if that were true, it’s damn good. I just have to get fifty points to get it (dad told me). Forget about that now. For the pass two days I’m extremely happy!!! Why?? Just coz,,, well there’s actually one particular reason, but not gonna say it. Wah gawat nih! Band khayalan teman - teman gw jadi dibikin!!